Knight of Mars (sailornash) wrote,
Knight of Mars

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It's about how I feel. I feel angry. I feel wronged. I feel as if I've been held back and I have had enough. After all I've been through, I feel as if I'm owed. Though this contradicts my core beliefs - no one is entitled, no one deserves a damned thing they did not work for and earn. However, I feel as if I've already worked long and hard enough without recognition. Countless thankless hours wasted away with nothing to show. Still, no one is truly "owed". And yet everyone feels that they's hardly a unique condition. All it is is a lesson in futility, meaning nothing. Pain turns to anger and boils over to hopelessness once more.
Tags: deep thoughts, life, misc schnaa
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